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Nathen + Ben :

Well, these are the twins that my mum fostered. They are 2 months older than me so will be 16 now. We were ment to have them for a few weeks but ended up having them for about 7 years. They went into care because when they were very young they were playing with matches in their room.. Their mum wasnt a right good mum and she abandonded them most times, they accidently set fire to thier room and when they were taken out by the firemen, Nathen had really really bad burns on his neck, chest, face, back, arms, and hands + had to have cream rubbed�into him everyday and wear a body garment.�He was in intensive care for a long time, Ben didnapos;t get burnt. So my mum took them and they had a few mental problems, and wernt stable at all. We brought them up and to me, they might as well have been brothers, and my mum loved them like her sons. She really helped them and taught them so much. I remember the holidays we went on, when we went to wavelengths, all the little birthday parties we had. They were little terrors and broke most of my stuff but its okay. They used to headbang at night, which was sooo annoying. They had this little wierd song they used to sing "nur nur nur nur nurrrrrr nur" and repeat it over and over again for years And me and Nathen had this little dance this where we would chant "sha la la boush sha la". We played out together and basically grew up together. Everyone at school knew them, they were real characters. Then one day, just before we all started high school, we were told they had an addoption home to go to. It was a massive shock and i remember it being really horrible. It was like loosing two brothers. I miss them to this day. We were told that they have been separated and we were not allowed contact with them. It was so hard and it broke my mum. Life was really different with them gone. We dont know where they are or how they have been doing. It has been a few years since they have been gone now, and i hope i can see them soon and catch up because i miss them loads� :(

My Mum :

My mum suffers from a mental illness and i thought i would write some stuff about her. She�was the most amazing mum ever growing up. She managed to bring up five children on her own�( my 2 older brothers, Nathen + Ben,�My little sister +�me )�and still have loads of fun with us. She took us everywhere and�gave us all everything she could. She had a really loving nature�and would probably die for us all in a second. After Nathen +�Ben left, everything went abit wrong. Life changed alot and as we got older i learnt that some things with her wernt too good. For about 2 years she managed to hide her illness. She went through it on her own and i bet she didnt know what was happening to her.�If i would have known about it all i would have helped her and i wish i could have. She started attending these therpy type lesson with some profesional women. When she finially came to tell me and laura.. (my sister) it was such a sock. We didnt understand it but some things fitted into place. I cried loads, because i felt for her and because i was confused. I thought her illness was my fault for a while and i felt so guilty. Then one day, last year, i came home from school and a woman told me to attend this "Young Carers"� place thing. It helped me to understand everything about my mums ilness. I found out everything she couldnapos;t do : Go in shops on her own and harldy at all, Open envelopes, sign her name or forms, go anywhere on her own, answer the phone or talk on the phone and loads more little strange things. She is on daily medication and goes to theropy, she has panic attacks and suffers from�anixity and depression.�She gets stressed really easily and things can be really hard at home.�I think she is getting better and she has centainly come along way. She has changed so much and isnapos;t like the old mum i used to have. I do wish that things didnt turn out this way because nobody knows when she will get better and if she will get better :( Everday of her life is hard and having two teenage girls doesnt really help much. We do make things hard for her and especially when we�are all stressed and everyone is having a go at each�other.�Like today, Laura�got kicked out and now�has to live with my dad :S because my mum cant handle her as she is too much of a bad teenager and her attitude is really bad. But she will learn�one day. Everyone says im just like my mum, nature wise, and im glad because i know what a strong�woman she is.

I will write�more soon because xfactor is on now haha�

Mwaa x x x�

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